EssenceSituation of someone who has armoured himself because of rough experiences in childhood. Beaten down, beaten, on the ground, totally withdrawing into the inner world, which is small and safe: the passive side. Or rough, hulking, simple, lumbering, beating, hitting, rough words. But the rough side is just a facade that collapses when you look deeper. Behind it is a delicate, vulnerable person who needs a lot of protection and care, and who is clinging.

MindUGLY.
Beaten down, beaten, on the ground, totally withdrawing into the inner world
Rough, hulking, simple, lumbering, beating, hitting, rough words
Need for security: a little child being held and hugged for a long, long, long time: healing!
Vulnerable, withdrawing.
Armour, like a real armour, or a mental armour, impenetrable.
Alive, hear the birds chirping, sing beautifully.
Life is a wonderful gift, it is a lot of joy just to be !!
War experiences; bombed.
Orphan.

BodyAbdomen: liver diseases; hepatitis.
Limbs: nail fungus.