IntroductionThis personality feels weak and paralysed when confronted with big social powers, such as churches and kings, tyrants, dictators, civil servants. He feels defenseless against superior powers like doctors and professors deciding for him. He feels drowning and disappearing under the pressure, becoming smaller and smaller. He seeks protection from outside.
Symbolic is an old figure, from old ages, a bit dark, carrying a load, blaming me, asking me to take over, but one has an aversion to do so.

MindToo weak and small to fight.
Powerless anger, as if paralysed.
Aversion to do something, to exert myself as I feel powerless.
Life is no longer worth a damn.
One can only adapt in order to be safe and protected.
Systemic stress, carrying the load of the past, without knowing what it is.
Family secrets, desire to uncover the secret.
Nice group.
Big ones protect small ones.
Big and small is relative and can easily alternate.
Witch dance.
Theme: big stalinistic buildings, stations, square.
Stage 2; Phase 2; Phase 6; Phase 7; Gold series.

BodyGeneral: emaciation after radiotherapy.
Head: headache, temple, side, more left, inward pressing, worse from thinking too much, worry too much.
Nose: smell wee and sharp; pricking; hay fever; nasopharyngeal cancer.
Abdomen: pelvis pain; pelvis cold, > warm applications.
Urinary: bladder throbbing, stitching.