MindDesire to attack and kick strangers in the street.
Desire to hide from evil by dressing in black, studs and chains, feeling cruelty.
Fear losing her job, friends, family and social position when when not controlling and hiding her cruel impulses.
Fear being excluded, isolated despised, ostracised, outcast.
Fear being dirty, disgusting.
Feels alienated severely, split, separated, disconnection, detached, moving in the wrong direction.
Dissociation form the world, themselves, their emotions.
Depression, suicidal.
Isolating oneself, putting up a barrier, to protect oneself.
Confusion of identity.
Dreams: fuel; pollution; passageways, tunnels; network, connection, communication; transmission; preservation; journeys; embarkation; debarkation; cancer, of lungs, pleura, bone marrow, skin; black dogs.
Themes: destruction; big versus small; expansion versus contraction; safe versus risky and reckless; hidden versus exposed; wet versus dry; focused versus spread-out; black versus white; straight versus bend; vertical versus horizontal; inclusion versus exclusion; old versus young; energetic versus drained and exhausted; distortion of space and time; stealing; vampires; sponge, porosity.
Ailments form nuclear radiation, electricity.
Autism; dyslexia, dyspraxia; aphasia.
Behaving in contrast to one’s own intentions.
Inappropriate speech or dress.
Dreams: fuel; pollution; passageways; tunnels; journeys; embarkation; debarkation; cancer; huge black dogs.
Themes: networks; connections; communication; transmission; preservation; expansion, contraction; big, small; parasite; hallucinogenic; secret, hiding, concealed, expose, excluded, isolated; alienation; dirt, disgust.
GeneralSensation: gnawing, piercing, penetrating, boring; empty; penetration; invasion; pain in small spots.
Type: pigeon breeders.
Time: < 7 pm, < 9 pm.
Desire: food, appetite increased; carbohydrates; alcohol, wine.
Worse: alcohol, wine, chocolate, coffee.
BodyGeneral: Hiv, Aids; tuberculosis; fatigue, weakness, lepra; haemorrhages.
Nervous: meningitis, encephalitis; multiple sclerosis; convulsions, epilepsy.
Head: headache, throbbing, vertex, occiput, > hard pressure, > walking, < riding from sitting.
Eyes: vision blurred, with blue halos around objects looking yellow, objects split in two.
Nose: epistaxis, < menses.
Mouth: trush.
Lung: cough, severe, dry; inflammation, pneumonia.
Heart: grasped and squeezed, as from a hand, held outside chest.
Stomach: nausea, < travel by car or bus; vomiting.
Rectum: diarrhoea, bloody.
Back: stiff, neck.
Skin: itch, legs.