EssenceThis personality feels weak, like a child, too weak to handle as an adult. They avoid acting, but then feel guilty that they haven’t done something. They fear they will do something stupid or wrong and that it will lead to disasters, catastrophes. But afterwards they think that the catastrophes were the result of them not acting. They have a desire to act correctly, but are not able or daring enough to do so. They want to be someone special, intellectual, but don’t know who they really are. So they do what they think others will expect them to do.
It is like a child who has to keep silent about the whereabouts of people in war times to prevent to be caught and killed, to help people to survive, but it is outside their capacity. They still feel guilty that they haven’t done anything. At the end of their life they can live with a lot of regrets, for what they have not done.
MindAutism, Pandas.
Speech is delayed, single word sentences, repetitive, strange sounds.
Ailments from parents being disappointed in one’s gender.
Desires contact by touch, cuddling with mother, pressing himself against stomach of mother, holding hands of children, being tickled.
Not much contact with other children, better with adults
Oversensitive to noise, especially c, < allergic, < hunger, < lack of order, of his books.
Aversion to have his hair cut, or his toenails cut.
Phlegmatic , not aggressive.
Obsessive with books and i-pads.
Loves to watch videos of himself, laugh when he sees himself crying.
Nervous, aggitated.
He frequently touches his penis.
Smooth, artificial, plastic like.
Hollow, empty, little substance.
Unreal, behaving as expected.
Desire to be someone.
Desire to be an intellectual, but he does not have the capacity for it.
Desire to prove himself.
Chaotic.
Fear: staircases.
GeneralFood: < pork, eggs.
Desires: salt.
Aversion: soup, vegetables.
Sleep: restless , moving around.
BodyGeneral: mumps; fever; polyp; abscess; allergies, anaphylactic shock.
Action: carminative; anti-coagulant; refrigerant.
Eye: problems, swollen eyelids.
Lungs: cough, choking.
Swollen lips and eyelids.
Face: cramp, lower jaw, parotis.
Nose: smell musty.
Mouth: swollen lips; taste sour.
Chest: mastitis.
Stomach; itching, < cholestasis.
Abdomen: jaundice.
Female; menorrhagia.
Limbs: itching hands.
Skin: wounds; bruises; rashes.